The Salt and the Sea (poetry to heal ) July 17th 11:48am

The TRUTH is you completely broke me. 

Causing me to leave attachments in the ocean. 

Abusing the fact that my love for you streams deep into entirety. 

YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK !

YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK! 

 YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME! 

YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME! 

I look at myself in the mirror and i scream those words ALOUD . 

Hoping, praying my spirit gets the picture and allows me to move on ... GRACEFULLY. 

I was counting on you, I was counting on US! 

But LUST was more important than our connection. 

So instead of honoring our agreement, you decided to try and embarrass me for loving you too much. 

 

YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK !

YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK! 

 YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME! 

YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME! 

I look at myself in the mirror and i scream those words ALOUD .  

Hoping, praying my spirit gets the picture and allows me to move on ... GRACEFULLY. 

Walking past you in the street as if we never loved, as if we are complete strangers, is the most painful yet LIBERATING thing I've ever felt. 

Knowing Im strong enough to choose myself, to choose my happiness. 

Ive realized, you aren't willing to love me, you never were.

You were just selfishly wanting the forbidden fruit. 

I get it, you're unworthy. 

But that never stopped the craving my spirit has for you. 

Lies made about passion that YOU rejected, I will never understand. 

But it makes sense to you, for reasonings i don't care to know. 

You fear what you feel, because you don't believe you are deserving of love. 

So you cause pain to the one who adores you and love the ones who misuse you. 

Pain is your love, I know because it was once  my subconscious definition of love. 

I still pray for you, i pray for your mental spiritual and emotional freedom.  

Even as i walk away ... 

I deserve love, 

I deserve RESPECT. 

 

 

 

 

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